You can’t sit with us.
We’ve been dating for almost 5 months and I’m seriously just as much in love with her as I was on day one. Day one, by the way, was a year ago when I first met her at a show I was playing. The Dojo. The Suburban Invasion show. We played with “The Senior Citizens”, “Earthbound”, and The Maybe Gays. She told me I had a beautiful voice. I told her she had a beautiful face. Then, I conned one of our mutual friends into giving me her number. Taco night was our thing. Always. Then this summer she was having troubles with her boyfriend and, like any good friend with a crush would do, I got high with her. That night was the hardest night of my life (HA). We almost kissed a thousand times, but she was still with her boyfriend, so we never did. We talked for hours. We smoked for hours. We cried. She made a decision. We left. I made her make me a promise; That I’d be the first guy she kisses when the deed was done. The next day, she left him. The following day I drove to her house. I walked up to the door. My heart fluttered. She opened the door, said hello, and kissed. We kissed harder than I’d kissed anyone in my life. I nearly fainted.
I know that 5 months isn’t that long, but I’m just the happiest guy in the world. She seriously makes me the happiest guy in the world. I’ve never had so much fun with anyone in my life. Let alone someone I’m dating. I’ve never been this cheesy in my entire life. I think cheesy is stupid. She makes me want to be cheesy. This is a big deal. For those of you following me from the beginning, you may remember that I am somewhat of a cynical man. I’ve never been so positive in my life. I’ve never been so comfortable with one person in my entire life. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve called her terrible things (Jokingly, of course). I also, can’t tell you how many times she’s come back with a retort so amazing we burst out laughing. I can be myself around her. Since day one. I’ve never faked an emotion with her. I find her to be the most attractive person in the world. Every time I see her I have to stifle a raised eyebrow and a loud “GOT DAMN GIRL.”. Since day one. I have had these feelings for this girl since day one, and the past 5 months she has also allowed me to love her. And I’m blessed to have her love, as well.
I don’t care if you don’t like cheesy posts. I like writing about my life. I like to have other people read this and know that there is hope for happiness. I don’t know how long I have with this girl. I hope the rest of my life, but some things aren’t up to me. I’ve learned that the hard way. I accept this fact, but I will always treat her as she deserves and I will always love her for giving me this much happiness.